His plane was scarcely more than canvas
stretched across board.
Gunned down by a German Fokker onto no-man’s land,
my father crawled under cross-fire to a crater
and sprawled in on the dead.
Only once did he mention the maggots and stench
in a world that slammed up too soon.
That night, between the sizzle of flares,
A Yank pulled him back into a trench and left
before the swapping of names.
Long after I came and went my ways, a friend of his
passed through town, bringing with him an army pal.
Buddy, old buddy, war tales told until what do you know –
true I swear true – they found it was the stranger
who’d rescued my father.
Crying, they embraced – life is so sweet
when death is on leave.
By spring a tumor invaded my father’s brain,
taking him out, along with his wish to float
once just once again with the noiseless clouds.
I’m left replaying those summer nights
we sat on the stoop, bull-bats diving overhead,
cicadas puncturing the quiet.
See, he pointed, there – there! scorpion,
fish, ram and lyre, wheeling across a sky
threatened by hunter and bear.
Hiding my face on his arm, it was hard to connect
myth with the lap I nestled in.
And still no clue
from a heaven seemingly preoccupied.
Tracers that stutter around us
briefly illuminate our lives,
what I forgot to say, what I forgot to give
to the living, bringing me down to a fragment
of you, my derring-do father who flew.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
More poems from Julie Suk
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Charlotte's Julie Suk reads Sunday at Park Road Books
Charlotte poet Julie Suk's latest book, "Lie Down with Me," includes new poems along with selected works from four earlier collections.
"That's my whole life in that book, from my very earliest writings," says Suk, 87.
"Her poetry," says Michael Simms, her editor at Autumn House Press, "balances on that razor's edge between fulfillment and desire."
She'll give a reading at 2 p.m. Sunday, Nov. 13, at Park Road Books, 4139 Park Road.
Here's one of her new poems:
Luna
Splayed against the window,
its moth powder sifts
through the screen.
The eyespot on each wing
blind as I was toward those I loved --
meaning the ghosts who still
mill around in my dreams.
The dust of rue
must have been terrible
for my 103-year-old grandfather,
wives and friends he outlived
haranguing his sleep.
A lovesick boy once threw pebbles
at my bedroom window.
Huddled in a cocoon of sheets
I refused his pleas,
afraid he might break
through my green will, afraid
of loss even before I took flight.